In a Nutshell

It is all about finding something that I have lost.  I told you I am on drugs.  My brain does not cooperate so easily as it used to.  And yet I made a commitment to this life. Well, to be exact, to my life, the universe and everything.  Yes, the answer is 42 and I chose it by simply putting my blind trust into it.  Maybe it is a joke, who knows?  Maybe it is not important.  But what is?

I was always drawn to challenges.  I don’t know why.  Overcoming difficulties.  God knows, where my willpower is now, but I have to find it.  My Technical Support Person, my Advisor, my Reader and the control audience (which is same person in all the roles) tells me that I should write.  Period.  Don’t give up.  Write. Write. Write.  Every day.  Be consistent.  God knows, that I am trying.  Even though at the moment, it is more like collecting resources and fertilizing the soil.  A lot of it, are not my stories, but materials that I collected over time.  Nobody can live my life for me.  It does not matter how many times human lives are repeated – every person lives it only once.

Maybe that is why I decided to write the way I write – to share my experience, not to teach how to do anything.  I often get inspired by others, and put their writings on my web site.  I love quotes, because a lot of things have been thought over by so many people.  Originality is hard to achieve.  So is understanding.  But I prefer understanding.  That was always my goal.  Maybe because understanding is so elusive.  Even love and affection are easier to get than true understanding.  My universe is very lonely.  But I am trying.  Perseverance.  Is that the key?

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Posted on August 9th, 2009 under Chapters, English • Tags: 42, and everything, challenges, difficulty, drugs, life, the universe, understanding, writing. • • RSS 2.0 feed • Leave a response, or trackback