In a Nutshell

I am sitting today and I cannot force myself to continue writing this JVS story.  There must be a reason, but I am struggling discovering one. 

Ö       Maybe I lost my steam.

Ö       Maybe I am not interested in the story anymore.

Ö       Maybe I am just tired.

Ö       Maybe something (or somebody) killed my inspiration.

But I know I must finish the story.  So, from what angle should I approach this JVS business?

Remember my JVS Profile? 

I was Blue (14) – Green (10) – Gold (9) – Orange (7).

But not for long.  Once I read the book “Feel the Fear and Do it Anyway”, I started doing it.  Doing it despite my fear…  I overcame my fear and became a rather scary person for others.  This society is ruled by FEAR.  So, I started discovering that my second defining COLOUR is Orange, not Green.  I started doing things that I have never done before.  Instead of complying, conforming and generally being a good girl, I started pushing the boundaries and testing the waters.  In order to find out what will happen if I do this and that, I should not sit and speculate, I should do it.  That how testing is done.  Call it research.  I call it CRIME AND PUNISHMENT.  ACTION AND CONSEQUENCE.

The next day after JVS had kicked me out (had asked me nicely to go), I went to the hospital (Scarborough Grace it was called in 2007, well no longer, but does it matter?) and I did a research there on how they would they treat me.  Oh, boy. Did I get results?

The Hospital stories are yet to come.  For now, I will try to finish the JVS Story.

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Posted on August 2nd, 2009 under JVS Toronto - WISE • Tags: blue, career exploration, crime and punishment, fear, hospital, JVS, Orange, profile, WISE. • • RSS 2.0 feed • Leave a response, or trackback